Ever Just Wonder?

OK... so I know I'm no Kelly Clarkson or Fantasia, but I can't help but wonder...

If I was so many number of years younger (I will not let you know specifically how many years),would Simon have told me "You are one of the worst singers I've ever heard." Or, might Randy have said "Dawg! I totally felt you." Would I have made it to Hollywood?

I know this is embarassing to admit, but everytime I watch American Idol, I sing-a-long and secretly wonder if I would have had a shot.

Anyone else willing to admit the same?